Do you ever randomly just get a huge rush of sadness ? Like out of nowhere you’re laying down almost asleep.Then your mind just wants to roam into places that you don’t want it too. You start thinking about all the wrong you’ve done or even the people who walked out of your life. I hate this feeling I worked sooo hard to be able to cover all this pain with a fucking smile in my face but it still doesn’t work. I still wake up hurt you still cross my mind constantly I’m happy with who I’m with yet I get curious to see if you are the same way. Are you happy ? Are you falling inlove ? Do I ever cross your mind even though I shouldn’t be ? You cross mine I’m not going to lie…